43 Days .

4 more days , it's just the matter of time that's needed .

Daily routine , doing the same stuffs again , except the fact that i didn't touch the comp for the whol day , i stopped at 5 plus , i fried rice myself ; proud ehhhh . Then , tv all the way .

I slept for a total of 13 hours and 30 minutes as well . Time flies .

Here to post lyrics of a song , shouldn't mention the song , cause , i know you know why . That monkey will be like , same comments as me , so whatever to that monkey .

Translation from a Korean song , it's just so meaningful to me . And , it's by my dearest Onew :> !

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My hands are chilled

Dimly, the cold memories of love gather.

I know that I no longer want to impose my feelings on you.

Because I realize that I cannot love you even though you are so close to me,

It's too hard for me to be wait for someone that cannot be mine. I can't endure any longer because it will never happen

The name that I once loved travels further away as I call it,

I write down that name, holding back tears, I want to hide it within myself.

Please understand the days when I had no choice but to love you

A love that was never realized, is still love

The feeling of love,which cannot be realized alone, draw near.

The yearning for this love I couldn't even begin only grows bigger,and in a column of my chilled heart,only your scent remains.
The name that I once loved travels further away as I call it,

I write down that name, holding back tears,I want to hide it within myself.

Please understand the dayswhen I had no choice but to love you

A love that was never realized, is still love

I turn it back a thousand times,going back to the place I was.

Back before a portion of my heart was snatched away from me
The name that I once loved (That I loved) travels further away as I call it,

I write down that name, holding back tears,

I want to hide it within myself.

Please understand the days when I had no choice but to love you

Even a short love, is still love