Melancholy ,

Hesitating to take another step ,

Hi , it's the 16th now , seriously , i'm feeling alittle empty inside , :( . Due to some particular reasons , whish should not be told . Clever people will know what's with me though .

-Sigh- , why's life like this . I wonder if true love exists , or maybe only infatuation existed . In short , puppy love . I'm having netball training later at 8 , coooool .

Whatever , i'm here to post about yesterday , the 15th .

Wishes Samantha and her boyf their 1st month , and , must last long :) .

Wokeup at idk what time , bathed and stuff . Momo , daddy and Xavier (My brother) headed to the hospital while i stayed at home as i'm once again , feeling rather empty .

Spent my day downloading movies and dramas . Watched an episode of "You're Beautiful" , Hongki hyung's so cute in there ^^ . After watching finish 1 episode , decided to go make cake .

Made butter cupcakes this time , sucks big time . It tastes like , idk what to say . But still , second timer for cake , so nevermind la . And , the tremendously playful me , went to play with the decorating icing tube i bought the other time . Hah , i at there squeeze squeeze squeeze , suddenly aot come out , then i at there panic . In the end , i put all the icing in a bowl , then i started eating , very nice la .

I eat until forgotten about my cupcakes -.- . I even went to listen music then itat the sofa enjoy . When i saw the cupcakes , i was like ohmygod , ants attack . Quickly pour water at the area with ants , all die , i didn't even lt one live , cause they attack my precious cupcakes that sucks ^^ . Luckily , none of the ants managed to reach the cupcakes . And , i'm sorry ants , i killed your family members . Who ask them come invade my cupcakes !

Went to cook Ramen to eat , can't finish up . Roar . Was supposed to go bath afterthat , but i ended up lying on my bed and i fell asleep , wokeup only when it's 10plus , so quickly headed to washup , then here I am .

Okay , something's wrong with my internet connection . Gogogo , pray hard nothing happens to my lappie or whatever in this few days or maybe long enough . Gagagagaga , i'm sad now :( .

Cause i miss sixteenoctober . Bye .

I want sixteenoctober back pleaseeeeee , :( .